- Good Luck Rachel. 2003-08-06 19:10:36 I can tell that you've done a lot of thinking, and I hope that whatever you decide to do in your life makes you happy. I'm not sure what your friends in reality have done, but I know that I myself have been an ass, and it's not your fault or wrong of you in any way to not want that to happen again.
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Folding my own clothes makes me happy.
2003-08-06 02:53:07
I'm so used to just having a pile of clothes and trying to pick out the shirt with the least amount of wrinkles that it feels great to do my own laundry and fold it myself.
I did that and I redecorated my room a bit, changed the location of my bed, got new couch, moved my computer around and stuff, it opened up a lot of space.
I also spent a lot of time redecorating my little section of my wall that is somewhat a shrine to myself. =/ I put the mask I made on the wall looking down at me, along with putting a lot of my poems on the wall, hand written.
I also have the painting I made of a puppet with all of it's strings cut, except for it's right arm, which is still attached. The puppet looks like a dead human with his right arm raised in the air. I drew the picture origionally in 8th grade, then decided to draw it bigger and paint it last year. I love it for how bleak it looks. It's filled with colors, a lot of greens, with yellow rays of sunlight through a window.. It looks very alive, save the puppet, which is covered in poorly stitched gray clothes, brown hair, and a lifeless pale-tan face, with blue eyes staring at nothing.
The character was based off of my cousin, who lived with me when we were kids, so I love him more than a brother. I drew it after he tried to hang himself, a very depressing time for us both. The origional was too heartbreaking for me to keep, so after I did the painting I burned it. My cousin wants to do an exact duplicate, replacing the puppet with his puppet rendition of me. It was one of the nicest things anybody ever said they'd do for me, but I doubt he'll ever do it, he's lazier than I am. I still love him for it though.
If I wasn't so broke I'd buy more painting supplies. =( -
Awesome.
2003-08-02 02:20:25
I woke up today to my mother asking me to help bring in groceries, and when I did, I placed them on the counter and sat down in the living room to watch tv, she then walked by me and threw a twenty in my face and told me to go buy myself groceries, and that she had already bought soda. O_O
So I went and put on pants, and one of my Crow t-shirts and got in my truck, and drove down to Safeway. I was looking around for stuff I could munch on, then passing through the frozen food section to pick up some ice cream, I looked over and BAM! Frozen Taquitos!!! O_O (get the cooking show reference? HAHAHAhaha..heh...) So I bought two packages of taquitos, my ice cream, some english muffins, and a couple protein bars. As I was driving back, I decided to stop and get me a Mountain Dew slushie thing, quite tasty indeed. It made me think of tutter, she'd appreciate a good slushie I'm sure. I hope she's havin' fun at the Con.
Haven't talked with Rachel for a while, I think she might hate me. =/
I CAN'T BELIEVE I GET TO WATCH DARIA FOR AN HOUR ALL WEEK! It just boggles my mind I can watch one of my favorite cartoons during the weekdays, it's incredibly awesome to an incredibly awesome degree. I'm feeling pretty happy, I hope it lasts. =D -
Hellsing OST
2003-08-01 00:02:27
My friend woke me up around 5pm today (I went to bed around noon, felt great... While it lasted.) to tell me he had just bought the only copy of the Hellsing Soundtrack within a 60 mile radius... He knows I've had my eye on that thing since it was ordered. I felt like killing him. I told him the only way he could walk out of my house alive (I was kinda grumpy from a lack of sleep and being bothered by such news) is if he let me burn a copy of it. He did, I'm happy, I guess. =/
At least now I can buy a slushie tomorrow.
I'm gonna work on a banner later, but I'm not sure which anime and/or theme to use.. I'm thinking something dark and yet happy enough to be accepted, time to brainstorm. -
Still Awake.
2003-07-31 11:09:02
I was sitting in my living room, watching TV, when my mom came in and started screaming at me, accusing me of being on drugs. =/
I sleep all day, I'm on drugs, I'm up all night, I'm on drugs.. I think she's looking for a dealer.
I love coffee, I don't know why. Maybe it's the fact that I'm a horrible caffeine addict? I'm on my third cup, and I feel warm and toasty inside. I think I might train as a ninja later, if my energy level increases anymore, that is.
I'm gonna draw today, I think today I'm going to work on visual art. Maybe I'll make a banner for the ORG and submit it, and stuff. =/
I'm so damn hyper.
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