JOURNAL: KhayotiK (Adam Draven)

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  • Insomnia Strikes Again. 2003-07-31 06:48:05 Well, I've been awake for a good twenty hours now, tried to go to sleep about three, and just layed there for an hour. I did some pushups and situps to try and wear myself out, but it was to no avail. I'm thinking about going and seeing a doctor about this or something, because it's getting kind of annoying.

    On the otherhand, I've got more drawing, writing, painting, and poetry done within the last month than you can shake a stick at. 
  • Good Evening, so far.. 2003-07-30 04:46:23 I received the pleasure of meeting a few cool people on AIM chat tonight, tutter, very awesome lady, I say. I got to meet CaT, as well. I always liked the guy, so this was a plus for me.

    I'm going to go watch comedy central or something, I still can't sleep.

    INSOMNIA IS SHEER INSANITY!

    Plop. 
  • Insomnia strikes again. 2003-07-29 20:42:01 I slept from 9 to 12 this morning, and that was it. I spent the whole night up at my friends house watching satellite tv, listening to the New Age audio station. He was playing star wars. =/

    I made some awesome chicken with him, it was great, took pictures and everything.. I was going to make another dinner review but unfortunately the camera erased all the pics for no damn reason at all. Dirty camera...

    I think I'm lonely, but I'm too picky to find a girlfriend.. I won't settle for anything short of an angel on earth. =/

    I'm such a dweeb. 
  • More bitching. 2003-07-27 19:20:21 Slept last night around like four or five, after a long convo with Kamoc. He's funnier than I would have expected, good guy.

    I wake up today around 12:30 from a slap to the face by my mom. She had just got back from church, and the father of a girl who wants to do nothing but fuck the shit outta me was telling my mother that I had left stuff in the back of my truck from when I helped them move, so she was telling me how fucked I was and to go over there and give it back..

    This was nothing but a horrible lie conjured up because he wants me to date his daughter.. But she's dirty.

    Oddly enough, my mother thought I was lying, and started bitching at me, telling me not to be such a lazy bitch. I told her to fuck off and look in my truck, I have nothing of theirs, they just want me to come over and drop my pants and show them my winkie.. She threatened to kick me out, but I know she wont.

    Now I'm pretty sure she wont but me lunch, and I'm going to have to go to Jack in the Box myself, and I'm low on gas.. Damnit.


    On the positive side, at least I didn't have to watch the matrix with a small annoying child, that would've sucked nasty taquitos. (I love you Rachel.)

    BY THE BY: On my trip coming back from Ozzfest, we stopped in a mall in Cali, and we went to the food court.. I went to the taco stand and asked them if they had any taquitos, and he asked me what they were. WHAT THE FUCK?! So I go to the fancy-er looking mexican stand, same deal, "what're taquitos?" Not a single place in the food court had taquitos...

    I haven't had a taquito in almost two years, I could cry. I asked my mom to make taquitos for my birthday, she made tacos instead... I would've been angry if they weren't such damn good tacos. 
  • Skin Deep. 2003-07-27 00:10:15 The entire world is skin deep. It's hard to fathom sometimes how superficial people are, out for their own temporary personal gain, fully willing to use others at their disposal.

    I wish I could say I was better than that.

    I just got done spending three or four days at my friends house, where all we did was cruise around, trying to get him laid. We used eachother. He used me for gas money and my popularity with chicks to try and get himself a girlfriend.. I used him for companionship.

    I'm sick of being alone on an emotional level. All my old friends have left, or don't speak with me. My mother is just waiting for me to marry one of the girls who constantly call me up, wanting to be known as the chick dating the 'badass'.. They don't really care for me. My father hasn't contacted me since father's day, when I took him out for breakfast, my treat. It's funny, he lives five minutes away from me, and yet he's so controlled by his knew wife he can no longer even send a fucking card to his son on his birthday.

    I really don't know what to do anymore, I don't want any more superficial friendships, so I think I might just go into hibernation for the rest of the summer, work on my writing and start drawing again..

    Oh well, high school ends, at which point I can become a slave for a company. 
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