- Spurs win! 2003-05-01 23:27:03 Good times... :O
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2003-04-30 02:56:57
Tonight I shared something with someone very special to me. It gave me renewed hope that things would work out for the best after all. As long as hope lingers, I will always be here for this person. I love you...
In other news, Spurs kicked some Suns ass again! W00t! :O -
Damn Spurs! =
2003-04-28 01:27:07
They lost again to the damn Suns. Series is tied 2-2. Oh well...
I uploaded the video I made for over the past week. I'm not sure what to think of it really. It was just a dream of what I wished would be someday but it was not reality. There was some tough decisions made today by both of us and I really hope they work out for the better. I only wish happiness for this person, even if it isn't with me. I don't know what else to say... = -
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2003-04-26 10:53:29
I sent my new vid over to the person I made it for last night. She seemed happy with it and has given me the OK to release it. I was a little hesitant about uploading it anywhere since it uses her voice and I did not want to embaress her. I'll probably do a little tweaking to it and add some bumpers before throwing it on the carrot and RVP server. Finishing the video really gave me a sense of relief since it was sort of therapy for what was becoming a very emotional and taxing situation between the both of us. She really means alot to me and I would give her the world if given the chance but she is not available at this time. For now, I'll can do is be here for her and support her whenever she needs me.
BTW, I think a few people misunderstood my previous journal entry. I am in no way quitting the AMV scene, I love making videos and enjoying the con experience (looking forward to Akon). My thoughts of frustration over the above situation were what I was expressing in that entry and to some degree I still feel it. However, I realize now that it is best to not worry about things that are out of my hands. She knows my true feelings, so if it is meant to be, she will come back to me...if not, then I wish her happiness with the one she currently loves. - -_- 2003-04-25 22:35:11 My new video is done. Don't know if i will release it though. I dunno what I wanna do about anything these days.
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