JOURNAL: Lupus_Lupus (Lupu )

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  • lol 2003-04-17 17:08:31 that should be:
    H - Y - P - E - R e-ne-r-g-e-t-i-c
    *runs off*
    *hits the wall*
    Squash! 
  • H ? Y ? P ? E ? R e-n-e-r-g-e-t-i-c 2003-04-17 17:06:26 I'll start off with the serious stuff. ^_^ Finland is now the only EU country which has both female president AND female prime minister. The first female president was elected few years ago and the first female prime minister starts tomorrow. =D Also 50% of the ministers are women. Go equality between the sexes! *victory dance*

    And the other serious stuff is that Iserlohn switched to LJ. =(

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    *switching to hyper energetic mode*
    Not to be taken seriously.

    I've been totally hyper energetic today even more than I was yesterday. A quick rerun of my day: got to work (boring because I had nothing to do so I just forumed), got home, practiced viola, went to viola lesson, got home and I was still hyper energetic after all of this. Normally I would be tired at the end of the week. I think that the spring is affecting my brain. All the smells, birds singing, happy people, the fact that you can actually see the ground from all the snow after almost five months. Maybe I've been in hibernation through the whole winter and just woke up like bears do. O.o

    Or the other explanation is that my four days long Easter holiday just started. Woohoo! I can sleep late for four days. Yes yes yes.

    I was so energetic that I took my bike and went for a ride for the first time this spring. It was great! It was already almost 10PM then. I was out over half an hour and my legs are so hurting me right now. I was still hyper after that so what did I do? Listened to music loud (Limp Bizkit ? Nookie...) and danced. ^_^ If I'm dancing you can tell that I'm happy and relaxed. I never dance when I'm depressed.

    Then I went to sauna (+93 ° Celsius). Nice and warm. ^_~ I hope that you people know what a sauna is. I can't wait for summer so that I can go to our summer cottage and go to sauna and swimming in the lake. *day dreams* There are no people (strangers) near by so you don't need to wear a swimsuit. This is one of those cultural differences that is kinda hard to explain. But swimming naked just feels so much better than with a swimsuit. You're really missing something if you've never tried it. ^_^ Hmm... I wonder if telling you people this is such a good idea. *shrug*

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    I haven't been reading the forums for a while. Lots of interesting conversation is going out. I almost posted to the ´Is it just me or are AMVs more of a guy thing?´
    http://www.animemusicvideos.org/phpBB/viewtopic.php?t=13324
    Then I realized that I'm not a creator. >_< So I didn't post. There's no hurry. Anyway. It's quite true that this is a male dominated hobby. I haven't met a single girl otaku face to face (besides myself). I've met boy otakus, but no girls. I'm hoping to meet some in the animecon next summer.

    Girls tend to shun away from technical stuff like computers. I've been playing video games from a little kid on my dad's Machintos (sp?). Good old days. I keep learning new stuff all the time. Few years ago I didn't even know the difference between KB and MB. ^_^;; Now I'm already ripping DVDs. But I still think that my knowledge about computers isn't enough to achieve nerd status. I'm working on that. Lol

    I might fit to two or three of SQ's categories of a female AMV creator. It's a matter of perspective. And I still aint a creator.

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    Report on Nature watch 2003: I broke my record today. I saw four rabbits! On my way to work there were three rabbits running along side the train track. Unfortunately they were going to the opposite direction so I couldn't compare the speed of my train to the combined speed of the three rabbits running in a line. They looked hilarious. Lol I also saw one on my bike trip. And no I didn't ride over it. Lol

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    Status report on music theory test: my puppy dog eyes were wasted on a substitute teacher. =( I ended up taking the test anyway. *drum roll* I flunked. Big surprise (sarcasm). I'll get another change. I just have to practice. Motivation is kinda hard when this will be of no use to me later on. I'm only doing it to graduate from my music institute. This wouldn't be so hard if I liked doing this. I actually like challenges.

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    Quite a lot of *action* in this entry. That must come from posting to this Finnish forum where we have a wacky RPG going on (it's in finnish so there's no use to give you the link). It's a rip off from Castle of Fun:
    http://boards.wizards.com/community-bin/ultimatebb.cgi?ubb=forum&f=21
    It's lots of fun. Lol

    Sonata Arctica owns me. >_< m/ Can't wait till tomorrow. I have to find some black clothes to better blend in with all the long haired, black clothed guys. I don't exactly look like a heavy metal fan. Muahahaa. lol 
  • Lupu's profile ^_^ 2003-04-16 14:58:51 It's strange how I still can be so happy about my profile. Well it's a job well done IMO. It will grow in time. I might add a similar ´reviews to be done´ list as Xantrax has. He has one of the longest profiles in the org:
    http://www.animemusicvideos.org/members/members_myprofile.php?user_id=3076

    I added a link to My Profile in my signature in the forums. It's still boring, but I'll start to work on that after I finish my avatar which might take some time. I also added my nickname Lupu to my name here. Now you can see it (on top of my journal for example). It looks weird since it's not my real name and I'm not used to seeing it like that. I just think that it will make it easier for people to recognize me. Now you'll find me even if you just search for Lupu in the Other members section with a ´like´ and ´first name´ search. Well it's a long shot, but somebody might actually know how to use that thing properly.

    Now it's bed time. Sweet anime dreams to y'all! 
  • *Gasp* It's a quick recovery 2003-04-16 09:58:29 Thanks Kevin! They don't call you nice for nothing. ^_^ It's about 23° Celsius warm there?! How hot does it get in the summer then? Here we just got rid of the snow and it's about 8° Celsius warm.

    I got over my anger already. I can't really stay mad for long. I guess that it's just part of my nature. I thought about the whole thing and read what I had written in my last journal entry. The whole thing is just so ridiculous that I just laughed. It's just a test. It's not the end of the world.

    It's really helpful if you can laugh at yourself. Humor in general has always helped me in many difficult situations. Well the fact that I've been happy lately probably also had something to do with my quick recovery. So all you have to do is be happy and be able to laugh at yourself and life will be much easier. I know that that's easier said than done. ^_^;

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    The woodcutter is cutting down our trees right now. The view from the windows is really strange when there are -20 trees out side. O.o None have fallen on top of our house yet... lol No worries. He knows what he's doing. I have a great story of the last time when we cut down some trees from our backyard, but I don't have time to write it down right now. *whispers* one nearly fell on top of our house and dragged me with it. I was pulling it with a rope and... well it's a long story. Lol

    I just read SQ's journal. It's relieving to know that I'm not the only person having dreams about cons and stuff like that. But nobody hasn't topped my dream about Jbone so far. I am a strange person. lol

    The day after tomorrow is a holiday! AND I'm going to Sonata Arctica's concert. >_< m/

    I have to go now and beg for mercy from my music theory teacher.
    *puts on puppy dog eyes (metaphorically speaking)* Lol  
  • Beware (swearing ahead)! 2003-04-15 14:29:20 Ok, the concert went fine. I did few mistakes, but nothing major. We got big applauses and we even did an encore. That's that. I'm not in the mood to talk about it more. Now there will be some major swearing ahead. I'm angry... actually that's not true. I'm totally pissed off!

    Kysoyaro's Goin' Postal video summaries my feelings right now really well:
    http://www.animemusicvideos.org/members/members_videoinfo.php?v=724

    Maybe I should explain the reason. I have this music theory test that I didn't pass two years ago. That is the only thing that is between me and graduating from my music institution. I have procrastinated about retaking the test for two years and time is up now. I have to do it before summer and what does my friend tell me? That the fucking test is tomorrow! Crap! There's no change that I'll pass. There's no sense in taking the test because I have zero change of passing it. Crap crap crap!!!

    You know what. To spare your innocent minds I will now swear in Finnish. No offense, but the swearing words in English are just LAME. Voi vittu, helvetti, saatana, perkele, jumalita, paska, läskiämpäri, raastinrauta, persepaviaani, hemuli, idioottimunakas, saakeli, saakutti, ruotsi, ruma, kusilasi! *puff puff* Just a word of warning: I made up half of those words so I advice y'all not to use them if you don't know what they mean. *devil grin*

    No what to do... I'm still majorly pissed off. That didn't help all that much. I could go and kick some rocks or go into the woods and yell my lungs out, but it's already dark. Helevetin kuustoista! Not even listening to aggressive music loud (death metal and stuff) isn't helping. This is frustrating! ARRGH!

    This all my own damn fault! Oh god that I hate that fucking test! It's so hard. *moan* What am I going to do? I could take the day off from work tomorrow. No, there just isn't enough time to practice. What the fuck am I supposed to do? Shit! I have to go and beg the teacher for another change. Just swallow my pride and do it. Crap! I hate that teacher! Perkele! Just beat me while I'm down will you. This has not been my day.

    It's not only this whole thing. I was also in a VERY awkward situation today. I was talking with this girl and I could guess where the conversation was going. I was like 'oh dear god please don't let her ask that question'. So of course she did. I'm not telling you what it was. You'll find out soon enough unfortunately. Lying isn't my thing so I told her the truth. Damn it was awkward for me at least. It totally ruined my day until... my fried tells me about the test that is tomorrow. I can think of a thousand more things to make this day more pleasant. (sarcasm)

    Somehow I have a feeling that I'm going to regret writing this later on. *shrug* I don't really care right now. I can regret it later on. I really am a nice girl and wouldn't hurt a fly. I'm just so angry right now. This test has been a major source of stress for me for a long time and now this happens. And you know what is is the worst part? I HAVE TO STOP PROCRASTINATING NOW! That sucks!

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    And here are the lyrics to go with the video.

    Limp Pizkit - Break Stuff

    Its just one of those days
    When you don't wanna wake up
    Everything is fucked
    Everybody sux
    You don't really know why
    But want justify
    Rippin' someone's head off
    No human contact
    And if you interact
    Your life is on contract
    Your best bet is to stay away motherfucker
    It's just one of those days!!

    [chorus]
    Its all about the he says she says bullshit
    I think you better quit
    Lettin' shit slip
    Or you'll be leavin with a fat lip
    Its all about the he says she says bullshit
    I think you better quit talkin that shit
    (Punk, so come and get it)
    Its just one of those days
    Feelin' like a freight train
    First one to complain
    Leaves with a blood stain
    Damn right I'm a maniac
    You better watch your back
    Cuz I'm fuckin' up your program
    And if your stuck up
    You just lucked up
    Next in line to get fucked up
    Your best bet is to stay away motherfucker
    Its just one of those days!!

    [chorus]

    I feel like shit
    My suggestion is to keep your distance cuz right now im dangerous
    We've all felt like shit
    And been treated like shit
    All those motherfuckers that want to step up
    I hope you know I pack a chain saw
    I'll skin your ass raw
    And if my day keeps goin' this way I just might break somethin' tonight...
    I hope you know I pack a chain saw
    I'll skin your ass raw
    And if my day keeps goin' this way I just might break somethin' tonight...
    I hope you know I pack a chain saw
    I'll skin your ass raw
    And if my day keeps goin' this way I just might break your fuckin' face tonight!!
    Give me somethin' to break
    How bout your fuckin' face
    I hope you know I pack a chain saw, what!!...
    [chorus] 
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