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"Life is unfair. Enjoy it."
2003-05-30 14:43:09
*looks at previous journal entry* That must be the shortest journal entry that I've made in the span of four months that I've been writing in here. Just thought that I should mention it since it's quite exceptional of me. And about the actual matter that I covered in it... I stopped/gave up on it. If the offer is still standing after a few weeks, then I'll give it a shot. I have to concentrate on studying and not distract myself with other things no matter how interesting/tempting they might be.
This leads me nicely to the actual book that I'm studying the Levi-Strauss. It's quite odd since it's not scientific text but more like a travelling story. I like that french guys humor. It's intelligent, dry, sarcastic. And the book is in Finnish. Too easy. I'm used to reading books in English. Why do there have to be exams to get into the College that you want to go? Isn't it enough that I want to go there and study? Why make things so difficult? Oh well.. back to studying.
The title is a quote from a friend of my mothers, a young widow with two small children, "Life is unfair. Enjoy it." I immidiately realize what he means by that. I don't know, if other people will understand. Or should I say that you are lycky, if you don't get it. I'm not making any sense, am I?
This is starting to get weird. Grekon just asked me to write an introduction for his new video for the video annuoncement forum. Eh? Well.. ok. Sure I can do that. *mumbles to self* (you people are freaking me out)... The actual video is quite good actually. He's put a lot of work in it and it shows. His best work so far. It's nice to see him improve as a creator all the time and it's also nice that people appreciate my opinions. I was shown two betas today. People seem to like my honest and precise opinions.
Now playing: Depeche Mode - Only When I lose Myself (I love this song sooooooo much.)
Wearing: clothes. Looks shouldn't matter anyway. (My left eye is red because of my allergy. It looks nasty.)
Mood: affected by the song... I can't help it. -_-
[off topic] WTF? No spelling mistakes. Your kidding me. How can I improve my English when I can't see my mistakes. Grrr.[/off topic] - Damn you Kai Stompler 2003-05-29 13:41:40 For reference read his journal titled as "i'll bring a new age of better ways". It's too tempting of an offer to pass out. I'm talking about the first prize. I'm crazy for even trying. -_-; I should be studying for my exams... this is no good. Half an hour and I already have five bands/songs and about twenty journal titles gathered. I'm doomed... If I only had time.
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I'm the epitome of...
2003-05-28 14:14:24
Feel free to fill the rest yourself. ^_^ I just had to use the word epitome... such a nice word. Apparently people think that I'm good with words and writing. I wouldn't be that sure of it but I do enjoy writing and playing with words. Unfortunately I can't do it when I'm using English since I'm not fluent enough.
Just a second ago my little brother told me to say a word... any word. So I did... about 40-50 of them. I just made them up as I went and tried to come up with interesting words. Afterwords he tells me that he'll choose one of them and name his LAN party after it. This isn't the first time that I've done things like this. I also invented the name for their IRC channel and so on. I also make up totally new words and I don't even notice it until other people don't understand what I'm talking about. =P Some of them are that good that my friends adopt them and start to use them instead of the proper words. For a long time (maybe a year) anybody wouldn't believe that pesky is a valid word and I didn't make it up. =/
I got the weirdest AMV idea yesterday. o.o; Making that video would totally trash all that remains of my self-esteem. And it would be so embarrassing too. *blush blush* Where do I keep getting these ideas? Actually I already know that... it's the archive. It makes my imagination go totally wild. There's just something about that place. It's so out of this world. The archive is the only thing keeping me attached to my otherwise boring job. I get most of my ideas in there... in the middle of really old books and maps. The sounds and especially the smells will probably remain in my memory forever. I'm in that way geeky that I get a kick out of finding a stamp in a document that has the Russian two headed eagle in it which makes it almost hundred years old.
Secret AMV project: started. ^_^ I've procrastinated about this since January or February. Which might delay the possible completion of this project from next December to year and a half away. It's a huge project and I'm going to need the help of my studio for this one IF they prove to be worthy of my thrust. It's that good of an idea. ^_~ I've only started to collect material and I'm trying to figure out a way to execute this project since nothing like this has been done before (at least I think so). Again just big words... but we'll have to wait and see. I just had to say something.
Administrating a forum is a lot of work but it's fun too. I'm the second admin of Arctic Tribe's forum. I just did my first admin jobs yesterday. Just some stuff concerning the lovely English language. XP I can't believe how fast this has all gone. I only joined my first forum on February and now I'm already admin of another one.
I'll have to stop now. We're going to watch the latest episode of Naruto. Another cliff hanger awaits me. Laters. -
It's too nice of a day to be spent staring the screen
2003-05-27 08:55:49
Just a quick journal entry. ^_^ Few days ago my cat (the one who hunted all the mice) was chasing after a rabbit. Unfortunately I didn't see it. I only saw the rabbit run past my window. it must have looked hilarious since the rabbit was much bigger than my cat. I wonder what rabbit tastes like... XP
I just got home from work. I bought an ice cream and walked the rest of the way (about 20 minutes). I was walking alongside a river when I saw a couple making out on the other side... right across from the church. LMAO It seems that the summer is finally here. ^_~
It's a beautiful day. The sun is shining and it's over twenty degrees warm. I'll switch into my bikini and go to the backyard with Lévi-Strauss (the book). =P -
The first Arctic Tribe meeting
2003-05-25 10:58:30
All went well and our studio had a good time together. Four out of the ten members were able to attend: me, Grekon, White_Rabbit and Venomi who was the only one that had to do a pit of traveling to get here. We're already planning the next meeting. Hopefully there will be more people next time.
We checked every store that sells anime in Helsinki... a whopping three stores but one of them had quite large collection. I didn't get anything this time. I'll probably order online again but within Finland this time. We also ate pizza and after that we headed to my place and watched AMV's and talked about anime and other things. It's great to meet new people who have same kind of interests as you have. ^_^
I had to catch a movie with three of my friends at 9 pm. X-Men 2... I liked Matrix II more but it was all right. Lots of action in that movie. One of my friends had her birthday that day and I see them only once in 2-3 months. I felt guilty when I spent time with The Arctic Tribe and when I spent time with my friends I felt guilty that I had left the guys to my house. And all the time I felt guilty that I wasn't studying. It would be neat to be able to duplicate to three persons. That way I would have had time to do all three things.
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Today I visited my father's grave with my family and took some flowers there. Tomorrow it will be exactly one year from his death. I can still remember that day as it were yesterday. You just can't forget some things.
I had a horrible nightmare last night. When I woke up I wasn't sure if it had really happened or was I dreaming. Luckily it was only a dream. The nightmares just seem to get worse. -_-
Good news: I got myself a new bikini and a skirt for summer. I can't believe that I found them in the first store that I walked in. I usually have so much trouble finding clothes that I like and that fit me. I forgot my last bikini in a swimming hall in February. I can still remember that journal entry. lol
My computer is running extremely slow today. *jumping to another subject* I just witnessed my cat eat a mouse... blood, testicles, few bones and a tail... grouse.
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