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2003-05-12 02:00:51
LOL! Our future web page will not be located in Venomi's sewer (I don't think that he has one), but in his server. >_<;
The birch pollens (sp?) has finally found me. I keep sneezing, my nose is dripping and my eyes hurt. And I'm also really tired but there can be many reasons for that (like staying up too late last night).
There were couple of other things that I would have liked to write about, but I actually have some work to do so it has to wait.
I hope that Ladydx's mother gets better. -
Arctic Tribe
2003-05-11 01:47:44
A brand new studio was formed yesterday! We have eight members who are all Finnish. We had a voting and with six votes (two didn't vote) we decided on the name Arctic Tribe. =D Now we need a web page (that will be located in Venomi's sever) and an intro. We already have lots of videos. I had no idea that there are so many great video creators in Finland. It's something to be proud of. ^_^
Here are some stats of our members (since I like doing lists >_<):
´Grekon666´ - joined amv.org: January 28, 2003 - 5 videos
´Da-´ - joined amv.org: September 27, 2002 - 2 videos
´fisuk´ - joined amv.org: April 5, 2002 - 1 video
´Janzki´ - joined amv.org: January 28, 2003 - 4 videos
´Lupus_Lupus´ - joined amv.org: February 1, 2003 - 0 videos
´Simpi´ - Joined amv.org: July 15, 2002 - 1 video
´Venomi´ - joined amv.org: January 12, 2003 - 8 videos
´White_Rabbit´ - Joined amv.org: May 3, 2003 - 0 videos
Actually many have few videos that aren't listed in the database. For example Venomi has 12 videos so far. Five of us live in the same city and the rest all over Finland. I'm the only female. I might even be the only Finnish woman who's into this stuff... one out of 5 million. Don't I fell special. ^_^;;
There will probably be more members as the word gets out. We are trying to gather all Finnish video creators here and have a community of our own. It looks really good so far. I/we chatted in IRC all day about AMV's anime and other stuff. These guys are really funny. I'm so fortunate to be part of this. =D
AND I finally got Kusoyaro's They Did It For The Nookie video. Venomi gave it to me. Arigatou! It's a funny video. lol
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I also chatted with Hakura (from Otaku Productions) yesterday. It was she who contacted me. ^_^ I've been wanting to chat with her for a long time already since I'm a big fan of her videos. She showed me the video that's going to AWA. It's awesome! Just you wait and see. ^_~
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*sigh* So many wonderful things happened but I'm still so sad, depressed and melancholic. Today's not going to be easy. If I wouldn't have to care about other peoples feeling, I would escape to the woods and be by myself until I felt better. Sounds kinda extreme but that's who bad I feel. But that's not going to happen.
Sometimes it gets so tough to put other peoples needs before you own. I've had this pressure in my head or small head ache for the past four days. It comes from blocking so much emotions inside. The saddest part is that this isn't even near my limits. I can keep this up for a long long time... -
Thank you
2003-05-10 02:51:09
Kevin & Sarah:
Thank you for the condolences. Don't worry about me. I'll be all right. It would be nice to chat with you both sometime.
This is going so much smoother than the time that my dad died. And life goes on. As long as you remember the person, who passed away, in your memories... they will never truly die.
I'll quote a bit of the lyrics from...
Hammerfall - Remember Yesterday:
Too late to turn back time
To look over my shoulder
Remember Yesterday
and think about tomorrow
But you have to live today
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Thursday afternoon I got to know how to IRC. It was easy. I'm using the program mIRC to access the IRCnet for those of you who understand what I'm talking about. ^_^ I didn't know that the IRC was developed by a Finn.
Yesterday two of my little brothers friends were over and we developed characters for the D&D game that we're going to play. It's been a while since I role plaid the last time. It will be a nice change to actually play because it's usually been me who's been the Dungeon Master (the one who runs the actual game).
Today we have a meeting in one channel in IRC (that's why I learned to use IRC) with some of the Finnish members from the org. We're going to discuss starting a Finnish AMV society and maybe a studio. I've already chatted with Venomi quite a lot.
After that I'm going to see X-men2 with four of my friends.
Tomorrow is Mothers day. Again I have no idea, if this is an international celebration. We're going to visit both grandmothers. I'll probably bake a cake for my mother today since we'll leave early tomorrow.
On the local front I've been downloading Kevin Caldwell's videos. They truly are masterpieces.
No I'll go and make supper and before I forget... I broke 500 journal hits two journal entries back but I always forgot to mention it. Not that it matters or anything. Oh and I also changed my profile picture few days ago. I'll change it again in a while.
...Amorphis - Tuonela... -
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2003-05-08 07:07:58
That was fast. My grandpa died last night.
I had a really bad feeling when I was going to work this morning. And I kept saying to myself: “Your just imagining things. He’ll be all right.” This was not the first time that he’s been really sick but before I always believed that he would get better. When I got to work my mom tells me that he died last night. Never underestimate the power of a woman’s intuition!
So it’s another funeral for Lupu… in May. Swell…
My dad died less than a year ago (in May too).
Now his father (my grandfather) dies a year later.
Who will be next? Any volunteers…
I have a feeling that my grandpa lost he’s will to live when he’s eldest son (my dad) died a year ago. I just hope that my grandma will survive through this some how. First her son and now her husband… How can you carry on when the person that you’ve spent 50 years of your life with dies.
They live… I mean she lives 200 kilometres North from here. We’ll go she her as soon as possible. It’s tough enough to go through something like this with your family’s support and she’s all alone now.
It’s another inheritance for Lupu… Swell x 2…
I don’t want your fucking money! You can keep your money and give me back my dad and grandfather!
I’ll have to cancel my viola lesson today. I don’t feel up to it. I could do it but I think that it was masochistic enough to be at work all day…
*numb* -
*dripping with black humor*
2003-05-07 13:56:03
My grandfather has been in the hospital for a week and now he's taken a turn to the worse. The situation is apparently quite serious. There's still hope that he'll get better. We'll find out in three days.
It would be just perfect timing, if he dies now. If there's a god out there, he/she has a twisted sense of humor. Ha ha!
Venomi's Melancholy video sums up my mood (sort of):
http://www.animemusicvideos.org/members/members_videoinfo.php?v=16070
Just a warning: it's pretty depressing.
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