- Lament 2003-04-01 15:30:20 Why am I not good enough for anyone :"( It's not that I don't try. Why does everyone hav to be so critical of me?? I'm trying my best. It's not easy feeling good about yourself when no one really encourages you, but yells at you when you fail while growing up. I am just mediocre... Why can't people just take me as that?? Wat if I just want some encouragement?? Even my boss doesn't think I am doing well at work.. Then why doesn't he just fire me?? I'm just good for nothing.. Like my friend said to me.. If I don't like myself, then no one will like me... but the same way goes when I flip the idea.. If no one likes me, how can I like myself?? If everyone is so critical of me??? How can I believe what I'm doing is right..
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Bad week~~
2003-03-26 21:40:10
This has been a really bad week for me.. first i got a ticket on friday... this is my second ticket within 18 months.. so there goes my insurance rate >_< then i got burned at work on saturday... thats gonna leave a scar on my arm... yikes.. now it's all itchy.. . then my cat has to go back to the hospital cuz the doctor didn't do it right the first time when she declawed her... some more money down da dtrain.. then there's like 3 tests in a roll today... all of which i think i barely passed.... ARGH~ I need a life... :"(
I was dling some music videos today.. the more i look at other pp's videos.. the more i think my video sux >_< HOW DID THEY DO ALL THOSE EFFECTS???? would I... a person with short attention span and computerly challenged... lol... ever learn all those programs???? :"( well.. life goes on...
I'd better go back to my zelda game.. lata -
My first day (lame title)...
2003-03-25 17:39:14
>_< I am dead already... got killed in the forums... how sad.. >_< is this how people are welcomed??? YIKES!!! i am scared >_< boo hooo.. ok.. i got over it hehe.. either way... this is my first music video :"D lookie here lookie here hehe..
http://www.animemusicvideos.org/members/members_videoinfo.php?v=15498
Got my new zelda game today!!!! MUHAHhahaa... but can't play yet :"( hav to go to work.. and tests tomorrow.. and thursday AHHhhHHhhhHh >_< can't play til da weekends.... :"( so depressing.. gotta go.. latz :"D
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