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Blast From The Present
2003-08-01 15:52:07
(Lights flicker)
Hello, and welcome back. It's good to be home...
(Lights flicker)
*Large Figure in the Backround*
How is everyone? You miss me? Good. Very good...
(Lights turn on)
-_-. Well, the first thing you shall all notice is... the hair. I know I love to brag about my hair, but now is a pisséd time. After all the chlorine in the pool at the motel, my hair has turned back to it's natural brown. *sigh* figures as much. Now my parents are also saying it looks so much better I can't re-dye it or I'll be grounded. What the hell has this world come to! Motha-F***as. Now I'm sitting here with nothing to do but check on people who emailed me. *Sigh*
I came back yesterday. I would have written first thing, however it was past midnight and I was running 102° F and I was dizzy so I just fell asleep to Mudvayne. Well, now that I'm rested, I guess I could tell you a little bout the trip. Nothing much to write about since I just got back.
Basically it was us eight and four parents. Me, Chris and Michelle, Mike and Ashley, Amanda, Darren, and Andy B (I know around four Andy's so I call em all diff names. Andy B is aka Bab). We went to a motel with three cabins: Me, Mike and Ashley, and Bab in one, the other four in the other. All the parents (Chris's parents, Amanda's parents, and Mike's dad) were in a seperate cabin. Each one had four beds - Two double beds and one single (Couples were in the same bed; no creaking allowed so don't worry) Basically first day we did nothing but sleep. We got there at around 1pm after a beautiful lunch at Wendy's and then just relaxed in the pool. Great for the tan, horrible for the hair. After the second day I had lost so much color to the pool I was kicked out -_-. I hate the pool anyways.
Second day we hit the beach for the majority of the day, doing teamed sports (mainly soccer) and also went to the docks for awhile. Very fun *coughnotcough* Then the rest of the day was normal. At night we hit the streets and stayed on them doing our normal roaming and checking out the sites. No bars or anything which kinda sucked, but all in all it was a good day. Anyways, the next two days will be in the next journal entry.
Finally my song of the day today is a bit old, off of one of the best CD's I have. It's a classic as it has a few good heavy songs as well as a few more mellow ones. Today's song is "She Said" By Cold off of "13 Ways To Bleed On Stage". Like I said, the entire CD has something for everyone, and I highly recommend it. Well, I've written enough for today. I just want to end by thanking everyone who helped me reach over the 100 hits mark. I greatly appreciate you guys reading what I got to say even when I'm not here. Well, this is Timo signing off. Later maggots!
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Not Confused
2003-07-28 08:32:19
About to leave for NH in 10 minutes. I just wanted to inform everyone I am no longer confused, and my new song is (Sic) yb Slipknot. This is the only song you'll hear me recommend more than once, and I'll do it any time I'm in a VERY good mood (which is rare but occurred), or if I'm lazy. Heheh. Well, this was just an added to last journal. Cya later everyone.
*Blows kisses to everyone*
That's really ghetto I know, but I'm hoping one of those reaches someone special. O_-. Timo signing off for four days. Laterz! -
Confused And I Know It *Clap Clap*
2003-07-27 19:19:10
Wow... I am really comfused. I have no idea what to think, do, wear, say, etc. So far the friends I've talked to say I'm psycho. I must agree.
Imagine meeting someone, a friend if you will off the back. You meet em, seem to be interested in the same things, so you two talk a bit. Then you hear about their friend, and you think 'Hrmm... they're probably similiar, lets make two friends'. Except, when you meet her, she's different. It's weird, like you've known her your whole life. Like you're so comfortable you can tell her anything. And yet, its different. There's something more, kinda like having a best friend, but not quite. Almost like there's something more, you just don't know what it is.
For awhile, I've felt this way. This is all online, so my friends and everyone else think I'm stupid cause I shouldn't trust that whoever is on the other side is who they say they are. But it's weird, like I CAN trust them, they're TOO good to not be true. However there is this draw-back. Because it's only online, I can't tell expression, and have no idea if this is the same way for her. *sigh*
Well, today I did what I thought I never had the courage to do. As the ones who know me know I'm single (though I pretend to be dating at all times; so lives the life of a reject LOL), but it's weird. What if she doesn't feel that way. Now I feel like I'm going to lose a friend, even more. Imagine if you meet someone who knows you so well, someone who's shared your pain, and is there for you as much as you're there for her. I've helped her out alot (I hope) but now I might've just ruined it *Rams head against wall*. God, sometimes I'm a baka, but still, I just couldn't help it. It's like doing something in real life; now I can't take it back. Ah horseshit, I'm so stupid. Of course she doesn't like me like that, for heaven's sake, she calls me big bro.
But what if. God I don't know what I'm posting this, maybe cause I know she'll read it and then know what the hell is going through my head. I wish I knew what was going through my head, maybe if I read this I'll know. I'm just so confused right now, she just gave me no sign at all and now I feel like the biggest moron ever. ARGH!
Now what the hell am I supposed to do. I think I'm just gonna sit here and hope she doesn't hate me, PRAY she doesn't hate me. I just wish I could explain it, but I haven't truly felt like this for almost two years now. What the hell am I supposed to do, I couldn't just sit here quietly wondering if she felt the same way. I was killing myself softly on the inside, listening to her pain, worrying for her at night. At first, I thought it was because of the fact she was feeling down, but even after I couldn't get her out of my head. What the hell am I gonna do? Anyone? Please?
Well, if you read this, good job. I've poured my heart into this and I have no idea what the hell to do now. If you read this too, just know that I'm sorry for what I did. It was on impulse and I hit enter before I could stop. I stared at my screen for almost 20 minutes after I left, wondering what the hell had I done. I don't want to lose you, you're special and I would die if I lost you. I'm not some perv, I just don't know what the hell to do and I'm really sorry. *sigh* I have nothing to say, but I'm sorry.
Timo signing off for 4 days, I'll be in New Hampshire till friday. Until then, later everyone. And sorry bout the song bit, but I have too much on my mind right now, I can't think straight. Maybe if I can figure this out before 9:30 AM ova here, I'll write it in. I don't doubt I'll be up for awhile. Later... -
Gomen...
2003-07-24 13:19:34
*Enters into a completely dark room*
I must apologize. I just re-read what I wrote, and realized I became... dare I say... boring. Therefore I am now going to help you all by...
(Lights turn on)
*Timo standing in middle of stage, holding shotgun*
I will now face the evilness that has befell. A few days ago, my boss at my job found out I fix computers part-time. Well, to put it in a positive way, I got the chance to enter his office. Unfortunately, I had to work on his computer. Well, like I've said many a time, computers hate me. So...
*Steps on a button*
*Computer goes flying in the air*
*Shoots computer*
*Metal flies everywhere*
I hate computers. I think I should just quit, it's not worth it. *sigh*
Got a nice song for you all day *grins*. I got their new CD, but I much prefer their old stuff. So today my song is "Elite" by the Deftones. Definately a heavy song, but nothing profane. So it's good for everyone! ^_^! LOL! Anyways, I'm going to go now, my boss needs... something.
*Walks away with shotgun out*
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News Report
2003-07-22 16:40:38
*Walks on stage*
Today, unfortuantely, I have a crap-load of info I NEED to tell you guys, so I'm not going to go dramatic on everyone. At least not as often. Ok... on to business!
First off, I must state that the crisis is over. The ninjas were really double-agents and helped immensely in my mission, which is now officially over. Also, now that we're on last entry convo, I must say I DID NOT appoint that retard to read my message. I was expecting someone good, my friend Double D was the one who got someone to relay the message, and I'm EXTREMELY sorry that he did a crappy job. Next time I'll ask you guys; anyone who wants to try out to relay any messages for me feel free. Just email me with some form of journalism and I will gladly choose you guys to help out later.
Secondly, I was held responsible for fixing a tessen (long story) so I wasn't able to write here. Do not blame me, I am sorry and was trying to get to you guys as quickly as possible.
Thirdly, I need to point out *mosquito begins to fly around head* that there is a great website I have found: www.albinoblacksheep.com Great site with videos and other things.
Fourth, I need to make it known that I am not going to be here next Monday thru Thursday, *mosquito continues ito buzz* I'm going on vacation. So I will need someone to fill in for me. This means I need a name that I can trust to suggest to my readers to listen to instead of me. I'll give songs, I can give you a few ideas, if you're interested, please contact me at Anime_God_2837@Hotmail.com. Thanks!
And lastly, your song of the day. Today I return justice to an old band noone seems to know about: Boy Hits Car. This is a great band, and among their songs "Rebirth" is an absolute favorite. Please! Do justice and *Mosquito flies around* listen to this song. In fact buy their CD! YEAH YEAH YEAH! *Mosquito lands on nose* ... Well, goodbye all you maggots, and sorry for the boring journal *Smacks head* *Falls over because of force of impact* AARGH!!!
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