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I Read All The Way Through My Own Journal
2004-02-13 06:05:39
I realised that my life is driven by my persuit for a girlfriend much more thanI thought, my life's had more ups and downs than I remmebered and that the information about me on the first page is wrong now so I'm going to have to write it again.
Alias: )v(ajin Koji.
Name: Peter Bray.
Age: 17
Eyes: Blue/Grey/Green.
Hair: Blonde/Brown
Nationality: English.
Familliy: I live with my Mum, Dad and younger sister.
Best Friend: Michelle.
Favourite Band: Feeder
Status: Oh, I'm Quite Single :¬
AMV High Points: 2004 "Rookie Of The Year" Nomination.
That's me as of now, for people who don't know, which is most of you.
:¬ |
Bai Z Bai. -
History Repeats Itself
2004-02-11 13:08:34
Well Liz decided that she'd rather be with her boyfriend than with me...after two weeks of pretty much acting like we were going out. All my friends knew she was using me much sooner than I would allow myself, I almost lost it with Michelle when she told me.
When Liz told me in just a few simple words that she want to stay with him I felt nothing, nothing at all. I just went numb and stayed that way until my shell came back Dammit it's taken so long to get myself to at least SEEM confident and stuff even though I'm not (and my closest friends notice this) but then I like a girl and she just goes off and chooses another guy over me.
This happened with Amy too (as people who read this or have spent a lot of time in the forums will know) who chose one of my friends over me and other girls too apparently, even though I didn't know at the time.
One of my friends told me I'm too nice, that I let this happen and all kinds of stuff. I must admit (even though I don't like to) that I am one of the most polite people I know. I rarely swear, which is a rare thing for someone of my age in the area that I live. In fact when I swore at Michelle she was pretty shocked, with anyone else it would've been like water off a ducks back.
Maybe I should've asked out Michelle at the time I liked her, I mean I liked her for the good part of 2 years and threw it away for Liz because I was to scared to ask out 'Chelle.
Oh well, I haven't got upset in a while this'll probably do me good in the long run.
In other stuff I probably be going to see Savia and Feria again on Saturday if theres no hitches or anything.
That's All guys. -
Meh
2004-02-07 09:53:07
This weekend's going to be a boring one, I'll probably spend it playing guitar, doing school work and moping about the house.
I need something in my life to go nice and simple without a hitch.
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In ICT Class Right Now
2004-02-03 03:18:49
...Not doing work as usual.
I've been nominated for "Rookie Of The Year"! wow I'm uber happy!
:¬ D
also:
Me + Girl = going out!
W00t.
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OMG THE SNOW!
2004-01-29 13:15:36
Today it snowed a lot and I had a day off school. New idea for an AMV is progressing but I've already reached difficulties.
I've also made it onto the top 10%, I'm very happy!
:¬ D
JOURNAL: )v(ajin Koji (Peter Bray)
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