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O.o
2003-09-14 07:56:47
Okay, someone smack me before I sound horribly wrong and disturbing.
*whacks teh ro*
But I have a thing for hair.. if a friend of mine has really soft and pretty hair that's undamaged... blargh I will start asking if I can braid it! ... ^^" BTW all my guy relatives from dads side seem to have soft hands... and soft skin.. and mosturized.. and naturally.. hmm that bryan.. could he be related to me? O.o
Annnywaaay~! its still teh wrong ro!!! teh wrong!! I'm.. actually into Yaoi comics with cute guys but not much nekkid parts.. .... gravitation is wrong! wrong I say! tho that red haired guy is HOT!!! blargh..
moo.. what else to say... why do I have Nnjswords words in nekobox a while back stuck in my head... moo it must be from rereading arcana! teh words if ur wondering are.. well they were directed at Ro to makes him go all disturby "WHAT? you don't like it long hard and pleasurable?"
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ERROL!
2003-09-13 21:47:48
how can you look at those things..
I- I thought you loved me..
all u do is look at cute pretty gurls that u prolly want to fuck due to ur perverted side..
T^T! I'm better off alone! ... moo.. I can't stand this.. ur so perverted still!! and you seem to be able to fall for other girls so easily.. I'd rather u stop wasting ur time with me and find one of THEM and be with them! You called me crazy for calling you for worrying! omg! I'll never call again then.. I only go online to see if I can bump into u online~! but u know what? if ur gonna be all pervy still and flirt with every gurl u meet online or in RL me gonna goes.. and.. and... not go onlie anymore! either that or.. just.. hmm makes june cause u pain~! buhahahahahhaha..
moo.. yaoi ... why can't I get into those kinda stuff.. sure I read Tei and Riki yaoi love comic before.. and then there was Arcana.. and then there was those two guys in Unicorn jelly.. but... hmm I only read Tei and Riki because it's art ish really pretties and I only read Arcana because of Cactuar in it~! and teh cute bishy bro he has that's missing an eye...
erm.. I'll go now before ro starts calling me a hypocrite.. *runsawaay! -
moo..
2003-09-13 21:42:34
I been reading the journal of InSaNe KeYbLaDeR and she's so very depressy. I want to show her that we all go through a time of wanting to commit suicide.. I did.. and lookie now I'm 15 nyo! In my year of being 13.. it was the final year of elementary for me.. I ... loved being 13.. and then I was 14.. I met ro.. somehow... everything changed from there.. I'm even warmer than before. But.. I get depressy and much more moodier easilier than before..
I want her to know meeting Hikaru in Osaka is very possible still. SHe may feel that it's unlikely now because she's young. But look at me the one I love is in California and I'm all the way almost.. on the other side of the world in Canada.... Ontario.. somewhers blargh!
haha.. I'm chink too you know? I get all depressy and broken but life is meaningful. I want to exist. I'm sure she deep down inside wants to exist. Even though those around you may hate you as they did me, you must know that you live never for those around you but for yourself. If you live for those around you.. u become interdependent on them which means dependent on others... as they depend on you.. but they aren't like that.. these people around you.. they only use you.. don't they?...
sometimes being alone for a while will make you paranoid and belive everyone doesn't want you around. But don't you want yourself around? Sometimes its hard to say taht you do.. but deep down inside you want to exist.
YOu want to go to heaven. But do you not know that all sinners go to hell. and suicide is a sin. Suicide is abusing the life which god blessed you with. It is you who from there makes your life worthwhile. SO if ur life sucks its no ones fault really its your own. You let it become the way it does. But that also means YOU can make it better. :) Life is like your paintbrush or pencil, what you draw on your paper is decided by YOU and YOU alone. As a fellow artist I'm sure you too hate unfinished works. :) make your life a beautiful work of art.
moo.. I wishes she would read this.. blargh.. nyo how do I get her to.. moo someone message her to! blargh!! besides I'm envious I only use toe journals here! I CAn'T make a video at all~ blargh I haven't even d/led any! That's what my friends do here! But I haven't yet! blargh! -
blargh!
2003-09-13 21:29:37
omg! Nnjsword! teh if j00 knows what e3y3 means thread in hateatron ish teh wrong! teh wrong !! why does everything have to friggin end in seks?! blargh
and same with u ro! what's wrong with u guys?! ur all so damm dirty minded!! blargh~! sweet I got 1000 readers~!!
lets all sing 1000 no kotobaaa~!!
kimi no kotaba wa..
ki aru da sekai mi...
what can I..
shit wrong song! >_<
OMG I SWORE! teh apocolyspe shall comees we are all teh dooms!!
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please..
2003-09-12 19:47:20
keep ro away from me.. everyone.. on nekobox.. whatever.. just.. keep him away.. make him stay away.. keep him safe.
I can't do anything right. I'm sorry.. I'm so sorry my heart.. I can't let you be happy. Happiness... is for those around me... don't make me smile anymore.. don't make me happy anymore.. it's too much.. you showed me such happiness already.. existing..
I don't care anymore..
just.. keep him safe from me.. I cause him happiness.. but its all temporary.. I can't give him anything that will last.. please.. find him someone who can.. i can't bring him anything that I want to give to him.. I can't do anything.. please.. life.. please end.. please stop this.. stop this wish to exist.. end it.. please.. rid me of reason to live.. please.. keep Errol away from me.. safe from me..
safe from the sorrows I will give to him.. safe from everything.. safe.. always safe...
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