JOURNAL: chutsupsei (ayu mai)

  • phone? 2003-08-30 19:55:05 nooooo phone bills evool!! ro musts never phones me agaaaain ...

    me breaksing the relationship between him and his mother!! omg I have to go mute!... wait no.. that's not right....... damned korean soap opera making me thinks of predicaments similar to it aieeee 
  • damishes! 2003-08-30 19:22:54 I have ro stuck in my head!! eeep flashbacks of conversations onlie flashbacks of phone conversations!!

    me so blushishings!! aieeeee I'm not even making senses! aiee!! the insanities! mooo!! But then again most of the time I make no sense anyway. Hmm I really really really really really loves ro!! I want to be with him!! I want to snuggle hug glomp kish and stop blood circulation from hugging! buahahah!~~~ no.. that would kills him!! >_< but when I said that to him.. he said if he died that way he'd die a happy man. aieee crazies ro!! Moo I'd rather him live as a happy ro! :3 happies good for him!! happiness!!~~ aiee me so happies lately!! who cares if I'm constantly yelled at.. moo me too happies hearing in my heart I LOVEES RO and I ARE Belong To HIM! WHEEE

    me sho happies me belongs to ro.. ^^ but.. me kinda worried.... I feel like I'm changing Errol! He could never call me his! WHile I always said "MINE!!" whenever he was online... as to.. him.. He'd never say Mine.. he said he couldn't.. moo now he can.. and well.. ppl say if I change him ish bad.. or was it changing the person u love so u love them ish bad? something like that.. damn i don't remember the saying!!! but ro changing.. and it's me who changed him right? isn't taht bad?! me changed ro!! But he's happy.. so since he's happy that's good.. right?? but but.. hes changed! change is bad! as the saying said.. somehow!!

    but.. am I only with ro so I can change him?... NOooo!! me with ro cuz ro ish mineee... me wants ro be a happier person! no more depressy!! no more angst!!! angst for only when hes a bishy.... ^^" but I dunno.. would ro change to bishy? but am I making him change? am I? what did I do?! omg I feel like I did something wrong! ro changing! did I change him?! June says I did and so does he.. but since I changed him isn't that bad?1 omg I'm so confused! aieee >_< 
  • moo 2003-08-30 17:47:17 quote ro: but I wasn't even attracted to her!! XD


    moo if u weren't attracted to her you wouldn't have mentioned whether u were attracted or not. omg ro u suxxors! waaaahhh 
  • more to teh list! 2003-08-29 11:53:31 must do also:

    go school supply shopping
    make dad not too broke.. mom no minds!! whee
    still clean room..
    figure out how to clean room
    study as much katakana as possible
    kill geezer of Unlimited Saga
    moo


    okie lets change that... my room is erm.. well.. I've ridden it of all useless papers (from french and math BUAHAHHAHA... the subjects I useto love most.. now.. DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE... wheeeee)

    moo.. I'ma baaad neko gurl 
  • whyeeeeee 2003-08-28 12:53:22 why am I so addicted to unlimited saga?!!! I WANT TO GO WATERIN !! BUT I WANT TO KILL OLD GEEZER IN GAME THAT MAKESS FUNNSSS OF MEEEEE AND WON'T GIMMEEE TREASURESSSS ME WANTS TREASURESSSSS!!!

    moo and I have to clean my room..
    moo my schedule for the remainder of summer

    clean room
    water
    do puzzle
    figure out how to clean room
    beat unlimited saga or get as far as possible
    kill geezer in unlimited saga stupiff old haunted castle ish
    clean turtles water
    kill more random things
    fix broken hello kitty doll
    sleep
    nap
    moo


    me lazy head MOO 
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