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2003-09-27 23:46:25
(things running thru my head currently)
Janet left for new school on thursday. insane keyblader (emily) bitches about her life once more, I did performance thing on monday, Ki found a song for me, Nnjsword's journals went BLANXXOR! I am alone. *sighs*
moo I am teh chinese canadian chick? moo how strange..
meh.. I also had my first class of japanese.... of this year.... .... *sighs...* last year I didn't stay in that class.. *sighs* Unionville is too damn far!
and I still don't get how Justin Timberlake can get away with bitchin in every video and win like 5 awards in MTV music video awards. its so GAY!!
omg.. I feel so jap like.. must... find anime.. clense mind of horrible girl talk...
d00d!! my friend made me go around to this hot guy to get him to notice her and fuck he was hot!.. blargh now he has her # and everything! ...
aiee .... me so... blond like.. aieee mind needs cleaninggs!!
teh other friend of mine like won't shuddup bout her horney bitch.. er I mean bf! that strips for her ... XD
aieee must clense my virgin ears of hearing such wrongnesses!!
moo!!! I went to this lil practise thing where Shawn was like playing guitar and was like.. all roxxor like.. and all these other guys.. and Shawn was teh roxxor! leading all those ppl~!! this is the first time I've heard him talk english~!!! omg~!! perfect pronouciation~!!!
d00d if I weren't so shy I woulda gone up to him and apologized for stalking him!! >_<!!!!
omg!! must.. not let errol know I still lust for that guy.. but then again.. me lusts for errol too.. me wants get huggle! me wants kish! me wants so much.. moo..
must.. kill mind for being so.. crazies!!.. *whacks self* no says these things online!!
moo the d00d that sits nex to me in japanese *hopefully* don't have crush on meh!
I musn't be all flirty! I musn't be all flirty! I musn't be all flirty! I musn't be all flirty! I musn't be all flirty! I musn't be all flirty! I musn't be all flirty! I musn't be all flirty!.... I must save for ffx2 I must save for ffx2!! i mustn't think of ro I musn't think of ro!!! must go sleep must go sleep MOO!
D00D~~~!!! CLOUD OF FFVII:ADVENT CHILDREN ARE TEH HOT! AND TEH ROXXOR!...
moo? I so tired...
I must do math english and career hws tomollo~~!! what else do I have.. XD moo vocal no hw~! JOY!
my sensei of this years course is the father of my last year's teacher! its Jonstone sensei all over agaaain! MOooOOoo!
only one tanned and blond haird chink in my japanese class *sighs* must not let ro know.. but then again he very thin.. not cute.. BOO!
so many thoughts.. so little time.. I think I should sleep.. but then again what is sleep?
cheese in coffee maker equals free energies!!!
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whee!~
2003-09-24 21:03:01
I woke up late again today.. so many things have been happening lately..
as one of my favourite writers once said " the waterfall refuses to stay in the cup" ^-^ hmm.. lately... i'm so tired.. moo.. And yes all my entries will be privated like Ro's soon! So.. go back and save whatever u guys liked most or something.. XD I dunno.. *hops awaaay*
song of the day: week~do as infinity
mood: amused
amusing thing of the day: Janet's pen thats so friggin cool! it lights up blue and follows a beat! and like.. so raver like.. XD
- >=D 2003-09-20 16:50:33 hey eroll! let's see who can out unprivate entries fastest tomollo! for no reason !! wheee
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2003-09-20 12:09:30
*insert mandark like laugh here*
XD I TOLD U U CAN'T OUT DO ME! it's tiring isn't it.. MOO -
2003-09-20 10:25:12
Errol is avoiding me.. He went ofline immediately on msn.. and now he is making all his entries private.. I think he hates me.. is he avoiding me really.. Has he really had a change of heart..
is everything over? does this mean I never have to love again..?... is this for the best.. someone out there.. answer me.. I don't.. want to wonder anymore.. my mind hurts.. my heart hurts.. thinking of all the possibilities...
I'm sorry errol.. I'm so strange.. getting mad at u for being all flirty in some other forum and u even said u'd never be all flirty again ishes...
I believe you now.. I'm sorry I was in doubt for a day or so.. but I want u to know.. I blame myself.. everything is always my fault afterall.. I'm always in so much doubt.. always causing u so much pain.. I'm so sorry..
I don't care if u don't believe me anymore.. I don't care if u don't want me anymore.. I love you for everything that you are.. you have ur faults and weaknesses sure.. but I love u for that.. I may be doubtful at times whether u love me back and then I toss the promises of the future away and contemplate ending my life like I originally wanted to.. I'm sorry for being so stupid.. I'm sorry for being what i am.. a weak unworthy of ur love... fool.. please.. if u do hate me afterall.. tell me.. don't leave me without at least saying goodbye.. please..
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