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Everywhere Nowhere~Ayumi Hamasaki
2003-09-19 18:35:34
Hmmm it seems everytime something is wrong.. I end up taking it out on my printer..
or one of the silly games I have where I'm sailor moon and out to destroy teh evool monsters of teh nakayoshi land XD
it's an old game.. but cheers me up.. or I jes listen to Ayumi music as loud as I can make it without being yelled at for..
why do I.. always let myself be this way.. all sad and broken like.. when its wrong.. I should be happy.. I should force myself to be even when I'm not.. somehow.. I know being happy is better than letting myself cry.. but its a horrible feeling.. to wipe away those tears and smile while I'm still crying..
why do I feel this way.. am I supposed to feel even.. I don't anymore.. what am I.. what am I.. -
>_< FUCK!
2003-09-19 17:56:48
oMG FUCKEN WINAMP!! FUCKEN FREEZING EVERYDAY AT AROUND THIS FUCKEN TIME U FUCKEN PIECE OF FUCKEN MUSIC PLAYER THAT FUCKEN TAKES UP A FUCKEN EIGHTH OF MY FUCKEN SCREEN WHEN U FUCKEN FREEZE! AND FUCKEN DON'T EVEN FUCKEN CLOSE FUCK FUCK FUCK! ARGH! WHY DO I EVEN PUT UP WITH THIS? GAAH!
*KILLS PRINTER!
GAAAAH I'M TIRED OF THIS! MUST SCREAM AND YELL AT THINGS! RAAAWRGGG! -
03: Daniel~ Maaya Sakamoto
2003-09-19 17:34:50
something about this song that makes me remininse of gr 9... earlier on.. I don't know why..
Danielle
Vocal by Maaya Sakamoto
Words by Tim Jensen
Composed and Arranged by Yoko Kanno
Feel your eyes of malice
Like a bullet through my heart
So unkind
Words,
Like gasoline,
Burn a hole into heaven
Then rain down on me
Everything falls apart
There was a time when our lives were so free
Now just another show
Innocent days slipping far away
Tell me where to go
Love is not enough
When love is not enough
Tell me
Who can I run to?
Love is not enough
Nothing matters
Feeling lost and no where
Cold and shivering
Like a black morning faded
Darkness comes
How could things be so wrong
There was a time when my love set you free
Not very long ago
What I would give for one night, today
Tell me where to go
Love is not enough
When love is not enough
Tell me
Who can I run to?
Love is not enough
Help me, please
To see the truth
Love is not enough
When love is not enough
Tell me
Who can I turn to?
Love is not enough
When love is not enough
What else matters? -
OMG I GIVE UP!
2003-09-19 17:29:29
I have too many entries.. I give up trying to make them all private.. but in truth.. Ro I hate you for always being so flirty and all that.. so.. I think you'd better go off with someone that wouldn't be jealous and don't mind any of those thigns that can stand all ur strengths weaknesses..
blargh I get jealous quite easily.. honour and pride mean more to me than they should because of my family... I most hate being told I'm wrong
so hmm.. go find someone better for u! me tired of going back in journal entries... too many memories.. I'd much rather u be happier.. all I do is cause u pain and get in the way of everything..
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muahahhahahahha~~!
2003-09-19 16:21:50
quotes Ki:SOMEONE KILL ME!!! >__<
end quote of Ki
... I would but it would require money to get some weapony thing and more money to get all the way to california..
:)
So why bother with killing u when I can watch ur conciense slowly destroy you. Buahahahaha... hmm I think I am doing something wrong here.. oh yah.. I'ma supposed to be jealous. meh screw that.
hmm.. I hopes you have a wonderful wedding with your fangirl and may she be the happiest woman alive. I'll go back to being ur sister! wouldn't that be wonderful? :) whee~! *dances awaay* Errol free from me~! he has fangurls doting on him! I can go off and dote on tidus and tidus alone again! wheee.. ... that's not right.. hmm.. I think I'll stick to the original path I had chosen.. moo..
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