JOURNAL: InSaNe KeYbLaDeR (CHO CHO! )

  • kutabara 2003-11-11 15:16:59 I hate it that everyone thinks they know all about me because of my journal of what I tell them. I HAVEN'T EVEN TOLD YOU PEOPLE HALF OF MY LIFE! HOW MY BROTHER WENT ON A KILLING RAMPAGE OR ANYTHING SO YOU CAN ALL GO TO HELL! 
  • -sighs- 2003-11-06 17:26:40 Well, now I have to sneak on sense my parents are banning me from all chat sites and deleted aim agaib. u.u They're ruining my life!!!!!! They say to call them but...>.>


    I've once again relized that Hikaru hates me, but I still lub him. ^.^ Now to get him to admit it is a real problem... 
  • >.< 2003-11-02 16:05:29 I chickened out on calling Hikaru again. I'm afriad he'll say he has to go, or lie to me or both.

    I found out 2 of my yalkies are gay/bi. I AM SO HAPPY! I ALWAYS WANTED A GAY GUY TALKIE! XD

    I found out what my two deepest darkest secrets are too. If anyone knew, they would hate me forever and wouldn't trust me. >.< So I can't tell Hikaru. Not until it's over. Maybe then he'll trust and forgive me. ^.^ 
  • grrr 2003-10-31 15:14:14 Warped keeps iming me and pming me. It's so annoying. I thought I talked to Satomi about that. Grrrr. Does he know that if he stops talking to me I'll leave Satomi alone? Guess not. He's an idiot.

    Gonna call Hikaru. >.< 
  • gah 2003-10-30 10:44:42 I was going to call Hikaru yesterday to ask if he wanted to help me move into Osaka in about ten yrs from now, but I chickened out. >.< I'm afraid he'll say no, or that he's at 'work'. He keeps lying to me and thinks I'm an attention whore, but I still love him. Is that wrong? I mean, I've tried falling out of love with him, BUT IT WON'T WORK! -cries- I love him so much. I'm planning when he first meet me I'll make him fall in love with me. <3 
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