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W00T!!!!!!!
2003-10-13 07:18:29
I AM SO HAPPY!!!!!! HE FINALLY ADMITTED THAT HE LOVED HER AND TOLD HER SO!!!!! WEEEEEEEEE!!!!! I AM SO HAPPY!!!!! AND SHE'S REALLY HAPPY TOO!!!!!!! OMG OMG OMG THIS CALLS FOR A CELEBRATION!!!!!!! OK PARTAY AT MY HOUSE((NY))!!!! LET'S FREE ALL THE ANIMALS AT THE ZOO AND ACT LIKE MONKEYS!!!! YA HOO!!!!!!! -is very very very very happy-
On the more depressing note....
I think I'm falling in love with Hikaru again...Dis is bad. I don't want to be hurt again...I've always told Hikaru I've loved him as a son, but that's a lie. I wonder if he also loves me back? Maybe. But he doesn't know how much I love him. And he's so out of my league. I wish I could huggle him, but he doesn't love me back. I really don't want to get hurt again. - -sighs- 2003-10-12 15:59:32 Once again, I wish she was happy. I don't want both of us to be depressed. She actually has someone who loves her, and she loves him too. -sighs- I came up with this great poem about them last night, but I forgot it. >.> -sighs again- I really want her to be happy. I don't know what to do for her right now. She's still crying I bet. No cry my friend. Be happy. Unlike me. She's the only one I care about. Why does she refuse to be happy?
- Hikaru 2003-10-11 15:28:37 Well me and Hikaru got back together again. I finally deleted Miteigi link and history so I would have the urge to go back on it. We aren't friends, more like aquantinces. If he ever hurt me as a friend again, I wouldn't know what to do. I told him if he hurt me again I would never talk to him again. He doesn't know how he hurt me. I would post it in here, but it hurts to much to think about it. I'm just glad we got back together. My two friends won't admit they're in love, and it's totally obvious. And some people actually thought I was in love with warped. No, I'm not in love with him. If I was I would have to kill myself every time he made me cry.
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another depressing day
2003-10-11 08:47:21
once again I get yelled and butchured by my ex-friend. >.> U know, I should really stop talking to them. In fact I should really stop going to Miteigi. All it does is bring me pain and agony. >.> Geeze, I feel like I could cry. Well anyways that wasn't what I was originally going to write in my journal so anyways here it goes.
My erm talkie((well techically I don't have friends so I call them my talkies >.>)) is in love. But he won't admit it. It's so frusterating. My other talkie, whom he loves, also loves him back. But she's too scared to do anything. -sighs- She's the only person in the whole wide world whom I care for, and she refuses to be happy. I would kill to make her happy, after what all she's been through. -sighs again- -cries- I just want her to have someone for her. To be there for her. To love her, and maybe she could love back. These two make the perfect couple, but she's too scared. I wish I could do something, but she always runs away....-sighs- -
-another sigh-
2003-10-10 14:13:07
This week for the first week of school where I actually didn't fake sick and go home. I think my mom was starting to get suspicious...
Keitaro is really sad that I'm not his friend snymore. I wish I could make him see why, but I don't want to think about all the pain. I need a depressing song right now.
Me and my mom got in a fight last night. She won't even let me cry alone anymore. Damn her....
I'm kinda blank in the mind right now so maybe I'll post later. Bye.
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