JOURNAL: Satomi (Claire )

  • This is sad 2004-06-12 03:21:58 I actually miss the Org AIM chat. I can't get to the IRC one. I don't think I'd like it either. So many rules. It's basically saying "Go in there. Be a wellmannered, good little child". That's gay. So many memories and so much fun died with the AIM chat. I feel like this site is dying too. And, yes, I know this is a big whine. But, fuck it. I have the right to whine all I want. And I will. So, don't bitch at me. 
  • 2004-06-01 14:41:12 I'm a wreck. Emotionally, physically, and mentally. Just keep running over me. 
  • 2004-05-01 15:31:54 The stomach virus sucks. Yes, indeed. I'm almost done with my latest vid. Maybe I'll be able to actually complete this one. *gasp* What a comcept! 
  • WTF? 2004-04-26 10:17:36 Geez, I don't show up to this site for a while and I come back to find that everyone hates each other. And they say I have an anger problem... It's quite stupid to just hate people that quickly. Oh well, it's none of my business. 
  • I feel like I'm high, but I'm not 2004-04-13 11:33:25 Forsaken Lyrics
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    I’m over it.
    You see I’m falling in a vast abyss
    Clouded by memories of the past
    At last I see

    I hear it fading
    I can’t speak it
    Or else you will dig my grave
    You feel them finding
    Always whining
    Take my hand
    Now be alive

    You see I cannot be forsaken
    Because I’m not the only one
    We walk amongst you
    Feeding, raping
    Must we hide from everyone

    I’m over it
    Why can’t we be together?
    Endlessly
    Sleeping so long
    Taking off the masks
    At last I see

    My fear is fading
    I can’t speak it
    Or else you will dig my grave
    You fear them finding
    Always whining
    Take my hand
    Now be alive

    You see I cannot be forsaken
    Because I’m not the only one
    We walk amongst you
    Feeding, raping
    Must we hide from everyone

    You see I cannot be forsaken
    Because I’m not the only one
    We walk amongst you
    Feeding, raping
    Must we hide from everyone

    Everyone
    Everyone

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    Counting On Me - Lyrics

    Why can't you ever back down?
    Why can't you just shut your face?
    Oh god the feelings I feel
    Would get me thrown in a cage
    You're the one who's always screaming at me
    I'm the one that keeps your lives so care free
    What the fuck more do you want me to be?
    Why must you do this to me?

    Run away, I can't see
    Lead the way, make them pay

    Counting, on me.
    Always hoping I'll be
    There for all of your problems
    and in turn you're never there for me
    You sucked the life out of me
    You hate everything you see
    I can't take this anymore
    I always stay when I should leave

    You see the pain in my face
    While you keep putting me down
    Inside the rage starts to build
    You push me I won't go down
    You're the one who's always screaming at me
    I'm the one that keeps your so lives care free
    What the fuck more do you want me to be?
    Why must you do this to me?

    Run away, I can't see
    Lead the way, make them pay

    Counting, on me.
    Always hoping I'll be
    There for all of your problems
    and in turn you're never there for me
    You sucked the life out of me
    You hate everything you see
    I can't take this anymore
    I always stay when I should leave

    Could it really be the day, today?
    Could this really make the problems go away?
    I'm going to hurt just not in time

    Right now!
    - I take in all I can now
    Right Now!
    - You've torn us all part
    Right Now!
    - There is nothing you can do to stop me
    Right now

    Counting, on me.
    Always hoping I'll be
    There for all of your problems
    and in turn you're never there for me
    You sucked the life out of me
    You hate everything you see
    I can't take this anymore
    I always stay when I should leave 
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