- Tears 2003-10-12 18:59:04 Why did I cry after everything you said? Were they tears of sorrow or happiness? Why wouldn't they stop? What's happening to me? All of this is so new to me. I don't deserve you. Why can't you see it?
- Emotions 2003-10-11 16:25:44 What are they worth? What is love? What good is life? Why do you believe that I'm so wonderful when I'm nothing? I just don't believe that I'm a good person. You can find a better, loving person. You're too good of a person for me to waste.
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I guess I'm in a music mood
2003-10-10 18:13:08
How Can I Live? - Ill Nino
I am so alike you,
In so many ways.
I know I'm just a copy,
That carries on the stain.
But, We make the same mistakes.
Cause, We are one in the same.
But, We leave behind the stain.
I cannot seperate.
All that lies in me,
All that dies in me.
How can I live without you?
All that lies in me,
All that dies in me.
How can I live without you?
I am your mirror image,
I'm all you left behind.
You made me what I am,
Then who the Hell am I?
But, We make the same mistakes.
Cause, We are one in the same.
But, We leave behind the stain.
I cannot seperate.
All that lies in me,
All that dies in me.
How can I live without you?
All that lies in me,
All that dies in me.
How can I live without you?
Why, you're nor guess or forget,
I know that our lives are the same,
Maybe we've got,
Just a guessing game,
A dirty stain,
That I cannot play.
But I follow your steps,
In the same way that you just walked away,
And blocked the way through.
I...will...not...live!
Do you think of me?
Do you dream of me?
I always dream about you.
Do you think of me?
Do you dream of me?
I always dream about you.
All that lies in me,
All that dies in me.
How can I live without you?
All that lies in me,
All that dies in me.
How can I live without you?
What on earth would make me think of my parents at a time like this? It's a little too weird. -
I Feel So
2003-10-10 13:39:04
Sometimes
I wish I was brave
I wish I was stronger
I wish I could feel no pain
I wish I was young
I wish I was shy
I wish I was honest
I wish I was you not I
'Cause
I feel so mad
I feel so angry
I feel so callused
So lost, confused, again
I feel so cheap
So used, unfaithful
Let's start over
Let's start over
Sometimes
I wish I was smart
I wish I made cures for
How people are
I wish I had power
I wish I could lead
I wish I could change the world
For you and me
'Cause
I feel so mad
I feel so angry
I feel so callused
So lost, confused, again
I feel so cheap
So used, unfaithful
Let's start over
Let's start over
'Cause
I feel so mad
I feel so angry
I feel so callused
So lost, confused, again
I feel so cheap
So used, unfaithful
Let's start over
Let's start over
I feel so mad
I feel so angry
I feel so callused
So lost, confused, again
I feel so cheap
So used, unfaithful
Let's start over
Let's start over
I love this song. Some of this describes me. (Or so I've been told) - What's wrong with me? 2003-10-07 10:27:22 Could this be love? Damn it. Why must this happen to me? I'm so confused. I need to hit something. ::looks for roommate::
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