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stressed and feeling down
2010-08-30 19:26:00
How is it I went from being happy and cheerful to freaking depressed in just a few hours?
I really hate my parents sometimes. Just because I don't talk about my problems doesn't mean I don't have any, stop thinking that you're the only ones with problems and taking it out on me.
Normally I'd end up sobbing hysterically like an emotionally retarded freak for about an hour and just being emo in my room but then it seems like I'm so used to being yelled at by them I think I've pretty much became immune to their anger. Now instead of crying, I just feel kinda down.
Then thinking about going to uni makes me feel stressed and I don't even know why because earlier I was looking forward to it. It must be partly influenced by the argument with my parents.
And like I said about a million times to my mum, I don't want to wash the frickin' dishes tonight because I'm feeling down.And she starts harping on and on about how I always leave things for tomorrow and generally other unrelated crap.
But anyway I digress, this is making me feel kinda unhappy and tired. I need some good ol' romance comedy to cheer myself up, any anime recommendations? -
FFXIII
2010-08-26 11:56:16
So I picked up the game again today and began playing in hope I'll be able to complete it soon so I can start Persona 4 :D
Once I got to the Load menu, I realized the last time I played this game was on the 26th March...which was er...a few months ago so I had no idea what I was last doing in the game >__> After about an hour wandering aimlessly killing monsters I noticed the game had a overview map you can view from the menu which tells you where to go.......
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I never knew this, before I had just followed my instinct, hoping that I was actually going the right way xD so this map came in quite handy :3
Then after a while of following the map I arrived at Taejin's Tower. This worried me quite a bit because I was SURE I had completed the tower already & the boss at the top, so I thought maybe I forgot to save or something and I REALLY didn't fancy doing that section all over again.
But when I got to the interior, I realized that I'd already completed it and previously I had left the tower and backtracked all the way to the mines just to train my characters because I remember reading that the next chapter would be HARD.
Buy anyway I digress, it seemed like I had already completed chapter 11 ages ago.
And chapter 12(which I played just there) wasn't as hard as the guide suggested. And I hadn't even maxed out the primary nodes for my 3 main characters(Lightning,Fang & Sahz - Light on RAV, Fang as COM and Sahz as SYN owns <3) before tackling the boss fight, where I died twice before rearranging some paradigms and then it was pretty easy x3
Now to start chapter 13 once the tv is free again :O I could always play on the dinosaur tv at the back of the living room but FF13 looks so DAMN good on the 1080 FULL HD main tv so I think I'll wait :3
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Inception
2010-08-25 21:26:42
Just had to say that the concept is BRILLIANT.
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Guitar Hero
2010-08-24 19:05:14
So I moved the PS3 downstairs today and connected it to the huge tv in the living room and started playing Guitar Hero for the first time in....a long time anyway.
While I was going through the quickplay chart list to see what songs I should go for ,I noticed I hadn't set a score for Knights of Cydonia on hard.This is kinda strange since I'm a huge Muse fan and would have jumped at the chance to play that song....so I clicked it and waited for the screen to load...
...then after the notes started appearing, I realized why I didn't have a score for this particular song.
Needless to say, I failed. Almost instantaneously. Button mashing only got me so far...
So I checked the same song for medium, and I didn't have a score there either. And I decided to give that level it a go too..
..and failed again.
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Unexpected discoveries!
2010-08-23 17:07:09
So I was tidying my room today. Like an actual proper tidy up because normally when I tidy I just stuff everything into a drawer or a cupboard so the place looks neater :O But today I went through all my old stuff and chucked out everything I no longer needed (but had kept for some reason) and found some pretty interesting stuff:
-£65 cash hidden in my old schoolbag & some other bags I use for shopping :O
(which I still have a whole cupboard full to go through so will probably find more later 8D)
-a dairy milk chocolate bar which dates back to 2006 o__o
-pokemon BLUE. One of the first ever pokemon games there was :O
-a merit certificate for Higher Computing(2008/09) which I don't recall ever getting.
-about a million bathsets I've accumulated over the years from my birthday & christmas. It seems like people don't understand what I mean when I say I DON'T want them because I don't USE them.
-drawing equipment(T-squares & a huge board) from my Higher Graphics class which I borrowed about 2 years ago and forgot to hand back...
-2 half knitted scarves and enough wool for another one x__x
-rubber ducks?! o__o
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