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Yay, it's spout time.
2002-08-05 02:08:51
Okay, first of all, I want you to know: When I post here complaingin about shit, it's not because I want sympathy. It's because I feel better after getting it out, and having a place where I can let out my feelings without feeling as though I've unloaded on an actual person, and because then I can let it out and still be understood when I'm crying ^^;
Well, I'll be quite honest with you: The last few months I haven't been here because I've been wandering about on the internet, with no particular goal or anything. I ended up becoming a major fan of Sprite Comics, and began making (bad) sprites while hoping I'd actually get around to making a plot or at least an idea of some sort for me to go by, which never came around. I continued making sprites, until I got into the IRC channel. Then I wandered about in there, no particular point again, still thinking I could make a comic. I ended up meeting some people in a completely different chat, and began my RP as a woman who was in love with both people who loved each other IRL (As for the RP as a woman part, please see my previous posts as I've explained my whole RP thing).
This got rather odd, as I had hoped, but with my normal ability to let characters run amok got us into a three-way insanity fest. All of us nearly lost our minds, and at the last second, we straightened out one problem, and started RPing normally again. No,w off the record, I must say I enjoyed the RP immensly, as it was the best RP I had ever had. I had one particular time when I had no real plan when I started the encounter, but the reactions to each other were so perfect that there was rarely a dull moment in the entire fight.
Enter chapter two, Furcadia. First of all, I'd like to say that if you like Furres, or Anthros, then this place is perfect for you. This is an amazing feat of programming in itself. You can create you own sections for whatever you wish, and make whatever you want for it. One of my favorite sections is a Sonic the Hedgehog section. Anyway, we attempted to expand the chat into our own section of Furcadia, which is what we're in the process of now. We can't go all the way, so we'll probably end up back in the Chat room, but anyway. The way it works, you can make your own sprites in it, but you have to make each frame. Anyway, I ended up using Megaman Battle Network sprites to create my own. So right now, I'm obsessed with making my little slice into my dream- An actual MMBN. So that's what I've been doing. Now for the reason I'm posting.
Going back to the two people I'm RPing with, I keep finding out that their love runs deeper than I thought. It's amazing, really, in my opinion. They've known each other for around four months, and it's made me think about some of the people I've known. One of them I've known for... I'd say around four years. And every once in a while it seems like we were getting close, something happens, and she'd dissappear for a while. I guess I felt like we had gotten close enough for some of the things that these people had gotten to in four months. And when I say that, I mean simple stuff, like birthdays. I've just felt rather lonely since meeting them, I guess.
Last part: The people I DO know. There's one girl I've known since... second grade, maybe sooner. I've always liked this girl, and I've never been able to really mention this to her. After I spoke to her online, I learned a lot more about her, including a little about her and her ex-boyfriend, which changed my view of him (he was one of my better friends this year). Anyway, I finally told her how I felt, and... well, it was kinda kept in neutral regard, as I don't think either of us took it rather seriously. The point of this section is actually that I feel like I can learn more about people when I'm online. The two people I met in the chat room is like proof to me, along with the girl I know in real life. Anyway, that's my spout for the indeterminate time period. - Well... 2002-07-18 15:06:06 I'd like to affirm the fact that I AM still alive. Right now, I am working on one of several forms of DDR project that I have been planning. First of all, I no longer need the banners I mentioned in on of my earlier posts. Second of all, I now need anime sound bites. Any anime, no sounds in the background, english please. Send me a clips from your favorite anime!
- ... 2002-06-11 02:44:16 I would just like to say that after careful examination of my life, between the loss of most people I care about and the amount of people who have picked on me over the years, I believe I have become antisocial and has lost the ability to express my feelings correctly.
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2002-06-09 03:36:05
WHYTHEHELLISGUNDAMINADULTSWIM????? THE SHOWED THE DMAN THING TOONAMI LIKE THREE TIMES!!!! THE MOVED ONE OF THE BEST SHOWS TO THE END, AND REMOVED TENCHI MUYO!!! WTFWTFWTFWTFWTFWHAT THE FUCKING FUCKITY FUCK FUCK FUUUUCK!!
Thank you, that is all. - An odd request 2002-06-06 00:41:26 Alright. First, I'd like to say I love the DDR project, and I love Waldos. Secondly, and along the same lines, I'd like to ask people to send me (Through email, not on your journals) Either a picture or a picture of a character which represents you, which I will be replacing the song titles with a banner including the AMV artist's picture and name. I'd like to request that it's someone well-known, Because we've got about 24,890 member's I've never heard of. Kusoyaro, MJ, People like you I'd like a picture of. I grabbed your pic off the internet ErMaC (Don't kill me). If you don't want me using it, that's ok. In case you haven't figured it out, I'm making my own DDR project. (Get ready Devol *Evil grin*)
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