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LadyCherry (Annie Feng)
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Not Updating
2004-08-13 08:06:51
Let's just say that I've not been updating because I really have nothing much to say except that mother has gone into a serious case of PMS and my brother is throwing a temper tantrum. Though I do have another poem.
I Know
I know what it's like to stand in a rain of tears
To have the wetness run down your back
Like tears running and washing a broken soul
I know what it's like to have my dreams broken
To have my heart shattered and bloody
Like broken glass in sour wine
I know what it's like
Just pour your soul out to me
I can help you heal
Just let me help you understand
I know what it's like
And I understand...
I understand the feeling of being alone
To feel like someone had stabbed you
I've been there
I understand the feeling of saying goodbye forever
To see a part of your spirit die
I've been there too
I know what it's like
Together we can mend your heart
I can make you see a whole new light
Together we can fix your soul
I know what it's like to be in a world of hope
To feel undefeatable and strong
Like a baby's first step
I know what it's like to stand in sunshine
To have the light wash over you and warm your toes
Like running across a field of flowers
I know what it's like
Would you share it with me
I can help you tell the world
Would you tell me about it
I know what it's like
And I understand...
I understand the feeling of being loved
To feel like your swimming in soft warm silk
I've been there
I understand the feel of achieving
To feel like you’re floating in midair
I've been there too
I know and I understand...
Because I've Been There Too...
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My Thoughs - Poem - #2
2004-08-07 12:15:45
It's really funny how some people like to read my thoughts. What's even werider is that my best friend M and my classmate C took so long to say that they like each other, and now C has moved to Texas and FINALLY they admit over AIM that they like each other. Geez... that is messed up. If someone is listing up there in heaven, I beg you to let me have a normal life.
Three Children Born Of Destiny...
One Lives On...
One Lies dead...
One Awaits The Crown To Be Placed Upon Her Head...
A Shift In The Balance...
Changes The Thread...
Changeing Their Lives...
Re-Writing Instead...
And So It Is...
And Ment To Be...
You Can't Stop Fate...
Nore Destiny...
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Poem - #1
2004-08-05 14:35:10
I don't have much to say, I'll keep you updated on my life but right now all I have is this:
...With tomorrows promise...
...I cure my past...
...The penitentiary of yesterday...
...Gone at last...
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Drama - The Car Crash
2004-08-04 12:15:09
Believe me, I'm not making this up. There is major drama in my life now. My best friend's uncle (the uncle lives with her) got into a car crash near Vancouver Mall. The other person was drunk driving after a graduation party of some sort. The cars hit each other head on. She died right on contact. But my best friend's uncle somehow survived.
His whole front of his car was practically ON his lap becuase the car was so bent up and his seat was where the back seat was supposed to be. He has to learn to walk all over again and right now he's in a lot of pain. His legs and arms have metal IN them and the doctors cannot remove it. He's lost his memory about the crash, all he remembers is lights comming his direction and then BAM.
The night of the crash, he was going to the bank to cash in his check. He ususally doesn't go in the direction of the crash to get to the bank but some other direction. That night, he felt as if God had told him to go that direction, that the crash had to happen. That it was the girl's punnishment that she was drunk driving.
So yesterday night I spent the night praying for my best friend's family. I don't like to see anyone I know in so much pain. This is really taking a hard toll on my friend. Life has it's price, don't forget that...
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My White Flag
2004-08-02 13:59:04
Gosh, my life's been so hecktic. Sometimes I think I live in drama rather than a normal life. I think my theme song for the day is White Flag. Not the love part, but I'm DAM not giving up! My life is worthy for a dog. LOL. I just wanna go outside and yell, "HEY EVERYONE! I'M A DRAMA QUEEN!" Life sucks...
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